Sam's MindSay Blog

sigh

fadgst — 2008-05-18T06:05:39-05:00

Life is very very odd right now.
I think of you a lot more than I should.

One day I will write this poeticly

fadgst — 2008-02-27T11:02:20-05:00

I love you as sunlight upon a rose. I see you budding and striving to reach me. I reach out and caress you with warmth and help you grow and as you mature and bloom I begin kissing your petals I kiss...

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Don't erase things that used to matter to you.

fadgst — 2007-08-22T05:08:26-05:00

It is weird. I used to really update this sucker.
I am living in a very old home in St George. I have been sick with the tummy flu for 2 days and I am married. You are right Alisa, things do change in a year. I...

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Forever?

fadgst — 2006-11-29T12:11:49-05:00

That's what he told me. He wanted to be with me forever. I told him I loved him and I know I meant it, but did he? And will it be enough? I am moving in six months. I am not sure exactly where but certian things...

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Woot squared!

fadgst — 2006-11-12T02:11:39-05:00

Something neat is happening. I am going to church. On the surface that doesn't sound neat, but it is. I am going by choice. I don't feel obligated and I don't feel like anyone is forcing me to do it. I am going because...

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Haiku

fadgst — 2006-10-18T07:10:18-05:00

Foot falling asleep
Lucky foot can sleep all the time.
Wish I was a foot.

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10-1

fadgst — 2006-08-31T02:08:52-05:00

There is not much to say. I am compleatly lost for the words I need to express myself. I can't stand all the self loathing. Yet there seems to be no way of fixing it. The first time, it almost ment something, but I...

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8-25

fadgst — 2006-08-26T08:08:24-05:00

The other day I had the most amazing emotion pulsing through me, and for the first time I owned to it. I didn't try to shove it away. I didn't try to ignore the fact that I was in pain. I just accepted it. That act...

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A Update! I think the quote at the bottom makes this post worth it.

fadgst — 2006-08-10T04:08:08-05:00

Skyler is comming to hang out most of the day tomorrow. I know if he comes he will kiss me and I am not sure if I want him to or not. It will be a good reason to actually watch a lot of my new movies but still. I...

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no subject

fadgst — 2006-07-19T01:07:01-05:00

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